Tonight more than ever I realized just how lucky I am to have you both!
I am not the perfect daughter. Truly, I am not!
As a matter of fact, I am very far from being one. Far fr. being the ideal.
But always, always, you understood us just the way we are.
Life with you two is not without it's glitches.
But compared to others, it is very minimal.
Expectations are high, yes, they are.
But they are always in the context of where we will be happy.
Of what we want and where we wanna go.
It was never about what you wanted us to do!
It was always about us.
In times like these where it is truly hard to find oneself,
still you trusts that we know.
That we know where to find ourselves and like what you always say,
that we will know when something is already too much.
When something is not anymore right.
When we have reached and exhausted our limits!
Oftentimes, most of the time, almost always in our decisions,
we exceed our limits.
make decisions you don't agree with.
play a deaf ear on what you say to follow what we want instead even you disapprove of it.
And yet you are always there, ever so understanding.
Like as if nothing happened. Though very hurt inside.
That's why tonight I wanna tell you just how much I love you both!
And I swear, this blog has got nothing to do with my previous entry about not having clothes anymore! I just truly feel lucky!! :)
